Thursday, April 26, 2007
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somehow forgot the date already. due to the busy school daes.
don really have much time to do thingy tt i wanna do le. everydae from 830 till 4.
however the time will have a bit of change starting from next week. 9 to 430.
in Rp for 2 weeks le. surprise-ly the daes passes fast.
maybe is bcos i tot i hated it so much but it turn out ok.
Though still misses my fellow conquerors, daes still have to pass.
In fact, time don wait for mi. it still fly as it do like the past.
enjoy or hesitate, cry or laugh. i have to choose it between them.
So i choose the to enjoy n laugh. with the memories i hold tight in my hands i move on.
however, i will leave a few mins of my dae to think back. and definitely with a smile.
tml going back to peicai to take the cert. for sure will be an enjoyable dae. =)
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what we could have been, 10:28 PM>.
Monday, April 23, 2007
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another dae of school.. =) everythingy is kind of fine todae.. hmm.. the presentation well ok.. hmm.. thingy are kind of enjoyable todae.. hmm.. but sometimes the preparation of the presentation i can feel some fury in between as we are running out of time but some are not doing the thingy.. hmm.. and one of my group member was a bit angry and i can feel it.. haha.. hmm.. but however.. he is ok after tt.. =) hehe.. hmm.. i love my group todae.. cos we are all enjoy the process of doing the presentation just like last week tt we get an A++ for team grading.. ahha.. hmm.. but however i got a not so good grade for individual.. ahha.. hmm.. n i know the cos of it.. haha.. cos in RP.. we need to tok alot in class.. hmm.. n a veri sad thingy is i cant tok alot in class.. ahha.. hmm.. tts my weak point.. haha.. hmm.. and todae is the IG ( interest group ) open house.. which is the cca open house.. hmm.. i went there.. was like ppl mountain ppl sea.. haha.. hmm.. and i join a no. of IGs with honey.. hmm.. but i believe tt we will not go for some.. ahha.. cos i think we sign up for too mani liao.. haha.. hmm.. but for some i will cfm stay n go all the way.. yao wei wo jiayou o.. =) thinking whether to join the dance in school a not cos there are mani ppl joining.. and also i have no skills in dancing.. hmm.. but feel like joining.. hmm.. but i feel tt it is veri difficult to get in.. cos need to go through audition.. hmm.. n i think i will be out by the time.. haha.. hmm.. but no harm trying rite.. haha.. hmm.. finding ppl to go join with mi.. haha.. hmm.. but who will?.. hmm.. jiawei or shimei.. haha.. hmm.. i think honey wont wanna join tt with mi.. haha.. hmm.. but no choice hmm.. cant force her.. hahaha.. hmm.. jiayou o.. 5Conquerors..
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what we could have been, 8:00 PM>.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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after a dae of work.. everythingy is fine at work.. =) quite enjoy the dae, but is rather tired-ing.. somethingy funni happened just now. haha.. hmm.. i was scanning one customer de thingy.. haha.. den is like he bought condom.. den haha.. he put the packet like facing down the brand all tt.. haha.. den i was like.. hey.. like i nv scan before like tt.. haha... don be shy ma.. u wanna buy den u so shy.. den veri funni.. hahaha.. and is like wanna sae it normal for us cashiers to touch all those thingy.. haha.. hmm.. so cheer.. n also got another customer put his credit card into the cash card machine.. haha.. den i was like wanna laugh but i cant.. haha.. cos got one time.. a few weeks a go.. or rather month.. hahha.. a laby put her card into the cash card machine and i tot is a cash card.. hahaha.. i still called someone to help mi with the cash card machine.. haha.. lalala.. den todae the guy remind mi of tt again.. haha.. ok.. lets go to another topic.. hehe... hmm.. about school now.. hehe.. hmm.. todae is the third dae of school. hmm.. i like my group todae.. =) they are quite fun to group with.. but i don like the way we so thingy.. as in like.. nv communite alot.. and donno wat each other doing.. and is like.. the thingy i find they nv put inside the slide.. i veri sad about tt.. den is like i feel veri useless there.. hmm.. everydae after the presentation i will feel this way.. cos i cant tok!.. as in like present the thingy in front of so mani ppl.. and my eng is like sux so much.. mani words donno.. hmm.. veri useless like tt.. hmm.. den cant help mi group.. hmm.. but i hope i can help mi mani other ways.. so wo yao jiayou lo!!.. n also hope i can faster get the confident to present in front of the class n also improve my english standard.. =) JIAYOU!
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what we could have been, 12:01 AM>.
Monday, April 16, 2007
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todae is the first dae of school!.. ahah.. hmm.. actually is kind of worry at first.. hmm.. but who knows.. it came out fine.. ahha.. our group had fun n had our lunch together.. hmm.. todae sub is science.. hmm.. the teacher is not bad.. hmm.. wondering how we will score for todae de thingy.. hmm.. btw.. i nv do my journal for todae.. as i cant log on to the school webby.. leo.. hmm.. yup.. wonder wat should i tell her when she ask.. hmm.. haha.. one of my team mates sae he put all good thingy about us.. haha.. i was like omg.. haha.. i didnt do much.. hmm.. mostly is they do de.. i was like.. hmm.. feel so bad about it.. hmm.. but i feel so good tt we when through the first dae together.. haha.. i believe we can do it through the year too.. =)
after the presentation.. i went to configure my laptop.. hmm.. i was like waited from 1440 to 1800 like tt! its becos my laptop have nothingy inside when i get it.. and its like should have the thingy really de.. hmm.. damn fujisu.. hmm.. lala.. hmm.. and this is the first ever post i post by my laptop.. =)
heard tt todae ahhong skip part of his lesson todae.. omg.. they are so fortunate tt they can skip lessons like tt.. n i cant!.. hmm.. cos our lesson is like one dae this link de.. hmm.. haha.. hmm.. but i trust myself tt i can do it de la.. hehe.. hmm.. i donno wat will happen next time.. but this is wat i gonna do now.. =) next will be choose my IG.. hmm.. i think i will choose tennis.. hmm.. n maybe somethingy else.. and i think tt i will try to enjoy my poly life.. hehe.. so do i hope lamepartner can enjoy his life too.. n to all.. remember to smile.. =)
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what we could have been, 11:13 PM>.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
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hmm.. yesterdae went school orientation.. hmm.. we basically went through the thingy tt we gonna go through of the next 11 months?.. hmm.. everydae do the same thingy.. n everydae have a presentation!.. hmm.. omg.. bang wall.. tts the thingy i don like most.. hmm.. haixz.. but still.. have to go through it.. hmm.. still trying to get use to it.. as im new to the place.. n the ppl.. hmm.. n im in class W46G.. hmm.. this class is a combination of mani diff ppl.. together.. hmm.. not like 5Coquerors.. hmm.. i feel tt in front of the conquerors i do thingy i wont feel ps tt much.. hmm.. but now in my new class.. even i nv tok i also feel ps le.. hmm.. tian ah.. hmm.. bang wall bang wall.. and todae is actually another orientation dae.. but i nv go.. hmm.. actually feel like going one.. but honey n ah mei nv go.. den i feel like im the onli gal there among the conquerors la.. den if they ps mi.. den i diaoo liao le.. hmm.. tian ah.. i feel like i don like my new school.. hmm.. make mi love it pls!.. hmm.. wo hao xiang ni men..
PS: ni men xiang wo ma..
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hmm.. yesterdae went school orientation.. hmm.. we basically went through the thingy tt we gonna go through of the next 11 months?.. hmm.. everydae do the same thingy.. n everydae have a presentation!.. hmm.. omg.. bang wall.. tts the thingy i don like most.. hmm.. haixz.. but still.. have to go through it.. hmm.. still trying to get use to it.. as im new to the place.. n the ppl.. hmm.. n im in class W46G.. hmm.. this class is a combination of mani diff ppl.. together.. hmm.. not like 5Coquerors.. hmm.. i feel tt in front of the conquerors i do thingy i wont feel ps tt much.. hmm.. but now in my new class.. even i nv tok i also feel ps le.. hmm.. tian ah.. hmm.. bang wall bang wall.. and todae is actually another orientation dae.. but i nv go.. hmm.. actually feel like going one.. but honey n ah mei nv go.. den i feel like im the onli gal there among the conquerors la.. den if they ps mi.. den i diaoo liao le.. hmm.. tian ah.. i feel like i don like my new school.. hmm.. make mi love it pls!.. hmm.. wo hao xiang ni men..
PS: ni men xiang wo ma..
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what we could have been, 3:57 PM>.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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A day out with Lijuan(juany), Jeremy(yong), Jiawei(jw) and Chekhan(chek).. Met juany for shopping today.. Went yishun, far east and other orchard areas.. And watched Freedom writers with the bois.. Can say that its a nice movie.. Worth to watch i think.. Next target is nightmare detective.. haha.. hmm.. Think it will be a nice movie to mi.. hmm.. Let see how it goes.. And i had ate a lot of fast food todae.. OMG.. haha.. Hmm.. first long john, sec KFC.. third KFC.. haha.. Oh my gosh.. Gonna turn even fatter.. And btw saw ahhong today at Cine..
PS: School starting next week!.. Not ready yet!..
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A day out with Lijuan(juany), Jeremy(yong), Jiawei(jw) and Chekhan(chek).. Met juany for shopping today.. Went yishun, far east and other orchard areas.. And watched Freedom writers with the bois.. Can say that its a nice movie.. Worth to watch i think.. Next target is nightmare detective.. haha.. hmm.. Think it will be a nice movie to mi.. hmm.. Let see how it goes.. And i had ate a lot of fast food todae.. OMG.. haha.. Hmm.. first long john, sec KFC.. third KFC.. haha.. Oh my gosh.. Gonna turn even fatter.. And btw saw ahhong today at Cine..
PS: School starting next week!.. Not ready yet!..
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what we could have been, 12:56 AM>.
Sunday, April 8, 2007
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wat a busy dae! haha.. hmm.. had been running around singapore this few daes.. haha.. hmm.. finally 8th apr is the dae i can rest at home n use com more!.. haha.. hmm.. todae my first stop is serangoon garden.. as i went there to pay my o level eng papers fee.. after tt i went to harbour front to watch stanly they all practice their dance for the frenship meeting next next sat!.. will be going down to support them.. phyically! haha.. yup.. den my third stop is kranji camp 3.. haha.. which is the ndp training ground.. before going there.. i had my first meal of the dae.. bloody chicken rice at the food court.. i kind of hungry at tt moment as.. i had my first meal at 5plus n is pm not am.. haha.. hmm.. yup.. and is like kinda suay got its the sec training tt rained.. hope next sat wont rain ba.. =) after the training i rushed down to the coffee shop near my house.. just to have a dinner with qiuying stanly kenny cheehoe weiting n their family members.. haha.. hmm. kinda weird as im a outsider.. ahha.. hmm.. but its ok tt time.. n i finish my sec meal with them.. ahha.. hmm.. tt was my forth stop.. n my sec last stop is a shelter near my house there.. haha.. had a long chat with cheehoe.. had been toking about their rehearsal todae.. haha.. n tok about other thingy.. such as poly.. all tt.. yup.. and my last stop.. is...... HOME.. haha.. Finally.. had been outside for more den 12 hours.. haha.. hmm.. did mani thingy todae.. but also wasted alot of time on waiting also.. haha.. hmm.. due to my wrong estimation.. haha.. i waited for qiuying they all for one hour.. but to add on.. due to their late-ness.. i waited for them for another one hour.. haha.. so total together is 2 hours.. ahha.. actually is 2 hours plus plus.. haha.. hmm.. n im alone tt time.. haha.. lucky i got handphone now.. if not i think i will die flat there.. haha..
PS: Qiuying ni men yao jiayou arr.. we will be watching on 21st!.. hehe.. =)
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what we could have been, 1:10 AM>.
Friday, April 6, 2007
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had been thinking about somethingy last night..and causes mi whole night didnt slp.. till now.. haha.. hmm.. later gonna sleep veri long lo.. and i think is somethingy toopid ba.. haha.. donno whether i can do it anot.. but is like no harm trying.. rite?.. hehe.. hmm.. heh.. but i donno how to lei.. hmm.. confuse.. hmm.. thinking about mani thingy la.. hmm.. sometimes really find myself think too much sia.. n also mani negative thoughts will also slowly pop out one by one lor.. hmm.. tian ah.. hmm.. liting! don think so much le.. later pop white hair come out.. n later more hair drops.. hmm.. haha.. but i believe i gonna do it.. haha.. hmm.. YEH! Jiayou jiayou! Fighting! gosh.. i just spent my one night of sleeping time to tt.. gosh.. hmm.. i think more pimples will pop out sia.. haha.. but i think its worth ba.. =) so next week gonna do the preparation of the thingy liao.. n also.. honey birthdae coming up! hehe.. hmm.. lalala..i know wat to give her.. haha.. BEEss.. haha.. honey n bee.. haha..
hmm.. todae went to open the mailbox 2 times! the laptop thingy still haven send to us.. hmm.. i scare nv kanna approve.. den i die liao la.. need to do more thingy le la.. hmm.. zhen shi fan.. mani thingy have to be done by next week.. haha.. including buying of clothes. la all tt.. gosh.. hao fan.. hmm.. hair don drop pls..
PS: found out honey veri long nv online le..
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what we could have been, 7:41 PM>.
Thursday, April 5, 2007
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FINALLY, they are back!.. ahaha.. after the long waiting.. they are back!.. They are back online.. haha.. Had been wasting some sms-es to " fan si ni " de sms to some of the conquerors this few daes.. haha.. Sorry about it.. ahha.. But is just tt im too bored.. haha.. And just wanted someone to tok to.. haha.. hmm.. lala.. haha.. So did u all let mi fan dao neh.. haha.. Today when to suntec with Lijuan to collect our long waited salary!! Finally.. haha.. hmm.. Waited for it so so so so long.. haha.. Due to some reasons.. i waited for Lijuan i think for like 40 mins ba.. haha.. den at the main time i went to find eekiat.. at STICKY RICE.. ahha.. and i found out somethingy.. haha.. EEKIAT COOK THE THINGY! can u believe it?.. haha.. issit edible.. haha.. i was shocked to know tt.. ahha.. hmm.. The next few daes of my life will be staying at home.. n next week will be shopping week.. as school going to start.. need to buy some clothes for school also.. cannot always wear the orange shirt.. if not Mr Irwin will sae i don have shirt to wear.. haha.. is like he also nv buy mi a shirt for my birthdae wor.. haha.. wat a fren rite.. ahha.. still my lamepartner somemore.. haha.. btw.. irwin.. i wanna sae tt i like ur pm.. ahha.. absence make the heart fonder.. haha.. =)
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what we could have been, 10:49 PM>.
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
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feeling isnt great without some of the conquerors online.. hmm.. as they are bz with their sports camps.. hmm.. kind of miss them.. have been a few daes tt when i click on the msn icon onli one or none of the conquerors are online.. feeling so lonely online.. tt no one for mi go "fan".. ahha.. miss them.. faster come back ba.. jeremy ugene jboon ahhong.. missing u guys.. lucky the camps is not one month.. if not i think i will bored till death le.. haha.. hmm.. be prepare to let mi fan when u all online!!.. hehe.. and hope u guys had enjoyed the camps.. =)
PS: Now tt the Conquerors spirit is around the world..
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what we could have been, 11:54 PM>.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
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was looking at yvonne bloggy just now.. she always nv failed to make mi think of my life.. my goals.. what i wanna achieve.. reading her last post.. let mi have a strong feeling tt i don wanna give up the thingy i wanna do in life.. i don wanna give up my dreams.. there are mani thingy in life i wanna do but i cant bring myself to it..
Her post wrote.. " What do u hope to achieve in this lifetime? "
Come to think about it.. there are mani thingy..
Though i will be going to study in a course tt is not of my interest.. but who cares.. i can still pursue my dreams outside school rite?.. hmm..
" Is not the matter where u can or cannot.. is the matter of u wan or don wan.. "
Tts wat i always tell myself.. this quote really make a different to mi.. as it encourage mi to do the thingy tt i don really wanna do and which i trying to find excuse tt i cant..
So fast the calendar reaches the forth part.. feel tt life is so empty waiting for the daes to pass one by one.. having a feeling tt i wanna do somethingy big.. and make my life different.. i can do it?.. i wan to do it?..
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what we could have been, 12:54 AM>.