Thursday, May 31, 2007
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the second post in the few hours. i shouldnt feel this way.but im always feeling so. issit bcos of my boyish character or wat. being unsure of how much my frens love mi. people are like counting the amount each worth in their heart. i wonder how much i meant to them. feel so helpless. im i being loved?. how much i worth in ur heart. i didnt do anything?. or im not appreciated. sadden and sadden. upsad and upsad.
a smile on the mask.
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what we could have been, 1:35 AM>.
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as u can see.. there is an article on top. with a pic.. hmm.. just wanna sae.. BIANs are inside.. at the back roll there. hmm.. click and see the enlarge. to see our faces. yup.. hmm. so shock and touch that BIANs pic can be on the SSA times and its toking about "mani in body, one in mind" i was like so touch and wanna thanked watever thingy tt link us together. and im really glad that i found them in my life. and wanna sae.. they play a veri important role in my life. [ believe anot im crying now. ] i know i cant go back to the past. but its somehow so sweet and unforgetable. though we sweat, we have conflicts, i wanna sae i love u guys alot. maybe u all donno tt, i cherish everytime with u all. even just a glance at the corner.
another unpleasant dae of my life. thingy just don go the way i wan them to be. Lose and confused. i really need ppl to lead mi. tell mi where to go and show mi where the light that belong to mi. i have been waiting for the light for so long. it still didnt shine on mi. is my life meant to be like tt?. if it is.. i have nothingy to sae.
PS: thankxz ppl. for leaving mi with memories tt i can think back.
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what we could have been, 12:01 AM>.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
COMBINED POLY [ in short CP ]
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just now went movie with conquerors. hehe.. actually wanan skip school de but ended up wanna be guai like ahhong also nv pon.. haha.. nice pics taken. hehe. actually is like onli 8 ppl going onli de lor.. haha.. but one by one slowly called and sae they wanna go. ahah. den end up become 13 ppl go.. haha.. so cool rite.. love them. if not them i don think the movie outting will be tt cool. hehe. though is onli a short meet up, in a dark place. haha. i believe we still enjoyed it. hehe.
have been thinking about somethingy lately. hmm. feeling kind of down. but i think no one cares. =(
PS: nan guo, xi wang ke yi kai xin.
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what we could have been, 12:05 AM>.
Monday, May 28, 2007
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nowadaes veri busy with mani thingy.. hmm.. the coming up NDP.. hmm.. yeh.. i enjoy.. hehe.. my coming up schedule this june..
every wednesdae and saturdae is NDP training.. [ we are going to have rehearsal at marina! ]
every wednesdae and fridae is JCdance. [ going to join north east comp. for experience. ]
holidae may not be holidae anymore. haha..hmm.. but i think i will enjoy.. and i feel like i will miss the NDP training after 9 of aug. hmm.. and i will also miss the people too.. hmm.. and i hope that i wont miss any of the trainings.. hehe.. cos i wanna enjoy this period of time with them.. hehe..
i also hope that i can become more flexible like jiawei like tt.. hehe.. haha.. hmm.. den wont look so weird when doing the moves. hahaa.. yup..
PS: FIGHTING! for everythingy.
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what we could have been, 12:04 AM>.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
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saw somethingy todae. donno i should be happy or sad. hmm. i think i should be happy. and stop think of it rite? =)
PS: Happy birthdae 8Bros.
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what we could have been, 3:31 PM>.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
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yesterdae is SATURDAY! hmm.. and is kind of when i wake up. feel like nose dropping off anytime. den i sms yvonne sae i don wanna go NDP training. den she sae " GO leh. revise steps todae lei" and i no choice. have to go. cos i not veri sure of the steps ma. so have to go learn lo. hmm. but den. when i went home of my house. my nose didnt wanna drop liao. haha. it hang there. haha. so its kind of better! den after the NDP thingy i went to meet conquerors they all for awhile. i was like chiong from yew tee to serangoon. haha. den legs veri pain. den stay there for awhile. didnt really chat with them. hmm. so happy to see them. and also heard tt ah kang n ah shell doing well in their relationship thingy. we also saw ex-NCC de seniors. haha.they were there too at the prata shop for their own meet up. wa didnt know they are so close till yesterdae. cos they are like graduated 3 years liao but they still meet up for catch up with just other. so close rite my gosh. hope we can be like them. and i feel like they were veri happy to see us. cos i can see they are smiling so happy when we went up to them. miss them so much. haha. and yesterdae eugene leo also bring out the plan of performing for teachers' dae. haha. i wan! lets dance together! wee u wee. hehe. den we will have more meet ups to learn the steps. hope we can really get on to the stage. hehe. hmm. lala. mani thingy coming up. hehe. so excited. haha. but veri sad about my daily grades in school. all Cs. afew Bs. so sad. ahhh. tian ah. how to get an A. i wan A but i cant get it. hmm. I WAN As!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU!. weekends always pass faster den weekdaes. y.. y.. y..
coming up prepare for the jap culture dance audi.
make the performance work out!. jiayou 5C!
chiong for NDP.
PS: yao kaixin yao kaixin!. =)
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what we could have been, 5:00 PM>.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
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090507. went to cut my hair on zhen's birthdae with juany. haha. i like my new hairstyle but i think others will think tt theres no much diff like tt. hahah.. hmm.. but it ok la. like it can le lor. and my hair is kind of str-er now. and my front is not super str le. hehe. before we went to the salon, juany and frens actually went to Q for the Donut factory de donuts. and is like they Q there for like 4 hours like tt. just for the Donuts. and i was like nv Q but i bought the Donuts. hah. i bought 12 of them. and it nice. even i ate them todae still as nice. haha. hmm.. next time can go Q again. yup. but the Q is like super long like donno wat like tt lor. haha. i found out tt my class mani ppl like to dance or i can sae, enjoy dancin.. haha. hmm.. i wish they can teach mi man. hmm. i like to dance but i don have the talent. ahh.. hmm. but still wont give up. hehe. imagine life without music n dance. it would be like no life. haha. hmm. so this is the 2 thingy i wont drop. hehe..
For todae its like nothingy much. hmm. it my first Understanding test todae lo. the questions is like sux la. donno how to do de lei. hmm.. but got try to write lor. hmm.. donno whether can pass ma lei. hmm. but at least i tried. shouldnt have regrets i think. haha. hmm. hope to have a chance to have a small tok with some of my fellow conquerors hehe. miss them much. and wanna sae saturday is wolf de gathering hope mani can go there. hmm.. though i not sure whether i can be there. cos got NDP training. hmm. from next week the training will be on thursdae n saturday liao le. not onli sat le.. but it wont be good for mi cos my school is at woodlands and the training place is at yew tee haha. so its rather near.
PS: waiting for the dae to come where the conquerors meet once again.
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what we could have been, 11:42 PM>.
Friday, May 4, 2007
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the audi result is OUT!. hmm. i didnt get through. it kinda sad. but nvm jiawei get in!. weee his next challenge will be the camp next week! jiayou jiayou. hmm. lets support him!
todae i skipped lesson again. haha. kinda bad but i don care. the lesson is rather boring. haha. and i donno anythingy like tt. hmm. sianxz. wat a bad dae.
PS: Nv have good result for audi before. haha.
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what we could have been, 4:58 PM>.
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went for the Hiphop audi yesterdae. it was FUN! hehe. nv tot it would be so fun but it turn out FUN. haha. went with jiawei.shimei and shimei's fren. still donno whether we are in anot. the result will onli be out next week. hmm. hope we can get in. but haha. im weird tt dae. think i wont get in. as there are so mani ppl there. and todae there is another audi. so is like mani ppl went. hmm.. lets see my fate den. btw. i always join auditions all nv get in one. haha. and also wanna sae. can u all believe jiawei was shy yesterdae for the audi. haha. i cant believe but i saw it. haha. i was like so ps there also la. ahah. but it fun. haha.
JIayou lo. hope we get in and can go for the next round of audi. that is the camp! wish us luck ba.
and todae went to work. i think tml i will be veri tired. hmm. don feel like going to school tml.sianxz. school life is so sianxz. i wana go back peicai. but i cant. hmm. but i will try to happy. for the frens tt wans mi happy. =)
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what we could have been, 12:27 AM>.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
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nv go school todae..
on mondae. i went to the DB training. it kind of did mani thingy tt i nv do before on tt dae.
1. 5.2km run cum walk.
2. 60 gals pull up.
haha. tts wat i did on the training. actually should have more. but i went off earlier. becos i need to go to tampines there for a meeting. yup. n thankxz to yvonne dad n mum for coming to drive mi to tampine from my school. =) n thankxz for the Bao n lemon tea. So is like tt dae i did mani thingy. run from place to place. haha. now i getting bodyache. haha. due to the mon training. kinda weak now compare to 4 years ago. haha. so all. pls cheer for mi. =)
later going to peicai to get my olvl cert den going to Rp for some audi thingy. hmm. mani thingy coming up. tml got to go work after school as well as fridae. hmm.. gonna be tired. hmm. sianxz. nv work means no money too. sianxz.
jiayou ah liting.
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what we could have been, 9:02 AM>.