Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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wanna sae something about yesterdae that i nv post yet..
HAPPY BIRTHDAE WIBI..
todae. went to school lo. haha. hmm.. the normal thingy tt i do. den after that went to ndp training. haha. hmm.. and took the tickets liao. thinking of who i should give. heh. hm.. still think. haha. so lets see whether u are on my list. hehe. hmm.
some of my inner feeling, i feel that im not a good fren.
firstly, im someone who u cant find if u need ppl to tok to u. basically im a boring person la. i cant tok one. how sad rite. hmm. and i will go black when im put alone with a person. i just feel hard to find a topic to tok about.
secondly, i don have a good attitude that ppl want. im stubborn. hehe. hmm. im just not a good fren a person will wanna have. i feel so sad for that. and i donno how to change. i wan to be people good frens. i hope that one will come to mi and tok whatever he or she wants to share. becos, by doing this, i can feel that im important to the person. or rather not sharing his or her feeling with mi, but by doing somethingy tt shows mi that they care. perhaps i dont feel the sense of belonging [ as a fren - u get wat i mean?].
im not a perfect person, but i hope to be a good fren..
quote for the dae: when u are suffering the most, the victory is just ahead.-meiyi-
PS: donno why im happy todae.
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what we could have been, 11:51 PM>.