Wednesday, July 4, 2007
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Lately thinking about mani thingy. veri confuse. unsure wat to do la. hmm. the thought of quitting school actually popped up in my mind for a few moments. hmm. cos had been thinking about the life i wanna have next time. hmm. and i found out that. hey i don wanna be an engineer. i wanna be who i wanna be. hmm. i wanna learn what i wanna learn. and it is obviously not what im learning now. and if onli i can achieve them after my poly. i think im already veri old. and is like. not the age that can do wat i wan. veri confused. but however. todae jiawei said one thingy and i felt its like quite true. hmm. he said that guy are worse cos they have to go through NS first. and he said. now at least get a diploma den when the guys are in army tt time i can use the time to learn the things i wanna learn. hmm. quite true. but hey. by the time i don even know whether i have the money to go learn them lor. and is like. i had been skipping school so much. and i don really like to be the tt surrounding. not the ppl. but just feel that. hey i don like this. i wan somethingy else.
need some advise here. i really feel that thingy can be done if i have the heart to do them. i just hope to do the thingy i can do. im already lack behind ppl by 1 year. i really don wanna waste my years on somethingy that actually i don wan. another irony is that i feel that the diploma im taking can be helpful in some ways.
PS: confuse. lost.
Happy birthdae ahJiawei.
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